My Mistake
My Mistake
Episode 4.
Eventually, I had my dad register me in school. That was like 5 to 6 weeks into the first term already. You know I had a delay which I have to fix first to determine if I'll go forward or backward. At least I was able to happy that I was on the right lane of success or so I thought.
The sight of seeing my very mates in their uniform passing my house after school was something I couldn't cope with. I just have to be in school no matter what.
God answered my prayers and here i was as an SS1 student.
After I registered, I met her again and love or so i called it reawakened. This time, it became so intense. I could now hold her hand and move about without feeling any conscience speak to me (not that it was a sin, just that I had been trained at home and my church will stone me if they caught me doing that. That was the situation i was in). It could have stopped but I awakened it again. Guys ehn, we have our own problems ooooo.
Let's kwantinue
All the while I was a class prefect (I didn't tell you that leadership was my thing. I had the organisation and maturity I needed to lead).
Sometimes while having discussions together, i mean I and Her, we sat on the same benched type chair. The type that can accommodate just you with a little space left. That's where we sat together. People saw us and couldn't say anything. Everyone knew this is not what we expect but who can talk to me? I know the Bible. I know how to preach. No one can tell me anything. So I thought.
Trust me, she wasn't a bad girl. If she was then my life and ministry would have been shattered. I know I did alot of foolish things. I triggered her sleeping Emotions too. Yet she was strong enough not to lead me beyond where I would have destroyed God's seed that my world needs to be better. We we're just close. Yes, intimate but no more.
I battled and struggled. I had started lying already. I he started stealing already. I must just keep the pull going or so I thought. Mum will send me and I won't return the change. That was the case. I continued till I had to cry, Lord Jesus save me.
It was clear to all, this is a chosen vessel like Saul but Satan wants to truncate him and that's why he's standing by waiting fir the right time to strike like he was waiting for Joshua the high priest.
Episode 4.
Eventually, I had my dad register me in school. That was like 5 to 6 weeks into the first term already. You know I had a delay which I have to fix first to determine if I'll go forward or backward. At least I was able to happy that I was on the right lane of success or so I thought.
The sight of seeing my very mates in their uniform passing my house after school was something I couldn't cope with. I just have to be in school no matter what.
God answered my prayers and here i was as an SS1 student.
After I registered, I met her again and love or so i called it reawakened. This time, it became so intense. I could now hold her hand and move about without feeling any conscience speak to me (not that it was a sin, just that I had been trained at home and my church will stone me if they caught me doing that. That was the situation i was in). It could have stopped but I awakened it again. Guys ehn, we have our own problems ooooo.
Let's kwantinue
All the while I was a class prefect (I didn't tell you that leadership was my thing. I had the organisation and maturity I needed to lead).
Sometimes while having discussions together, i mean I and Her, we sat on the same benched type chair. The type that can accommodate just you with a little space left. That's where we sat together. People saw us and couldn't say anything. Everyone knew this is not what we expect but who can talk to me? I know the Bible. I know how to preach. No one can tell me anything. So I thought.
Trust me, she wasn't a bad girl. If she was then my life and ministry would have been shattered. I know I did alot of foolish things. I triggered her sleeping Emotions too. Yet she was strong enough not to lead me beyond where I would have destroyed God's seed that my world needs to be better. We we're just close. Yes, intimate but no more.
I battled and struggled. I had started lying already. I he started stealing already. I must just keep the pull going or so I thought. Mum will send me and I won't return the change. That was the case. I continued till I had to cry, Lord Jesus save me.
It was clear to all, this is a chosen vessel like Saul but Satan wants to truncate him and that's why he's standing by waiting fir the right time to strike like he was waiting for Joshua the high priest.
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