My Mistake
My Mistake
Episode 6.
My freedom was close. Or should I say I perceived or hoped my freedom was close.
After that night prayers, I just knew God is going to do something. I had my doubts as to whether God heard or not but within something was brewing. God still answers prayers.
I went to school just like any other day and we were together again. Hands locked in, walking towards the gate with the boldness that have been developed overtime. Somehow, I was having my thoughts. 'come on, are you not the person who prayed last night? What are you doing?' Those words were loud in my head you know but trust me, when one is in a well, he surely needs a help because he can't help himself. That was ny case. I was helpless. I couldn't save myself. As I delved into my thoughts something happened. Something that changed my course forever.
Someone saw me.
Someone I never thought would see me eventually saw me.
Shec recognised me. She knew I was the one. For crying out loud, all the teachers have left for home. Why was she still in school?? Truly school closed by 12 that day. Fellowship finished by 2 and it was after 4 so what was she doing??
Hmmmm it wqs not what she was doing but what God was doing. He wanted to deliver us again as only him can.
She screamed my name and in shame I unlocked my fingers from hers and began walking back towards the staff room. I got there and she looked at me and said "is this whqt we have been teaching you"?. I forgot to mention. She's a teacher at school and a pastor's wife at home. A senior pastors wife at that so I knew my case was settled already. I began counting. I was in the choir, I was an orchestra member, I was almost a choir leader hmmmmm the worst has come o but after those words, I felt rather peaceful and comfortable for the first time in months. Something rushed through my mind. "What if God just delivered you by delaying this woman to be in school till now. I just resolved to follow on. I said under my breath "Let your will be done Lord"
Friends, I was disgraced at church, disciplined, excommunicated out from the choir fir some months. I was helped. I sent her a message, I'm sorry but I don't want you to go to hell because of me and I won't want to go to hell because of you. She was furious. I expected it but that day marked the end of my struggles. We all had peace. We all had joy. It was in that period I got baptised in the Holy Ghost. I resumed back to school a revivalist. Fire was everywhere. My excos got it too. Many got converted and baptised in the Holy Ghost through me. Indeed, I found hope. I never knew Satan was playing with a revival fire that was meant for my generation. God was also using it to help me. He used the situation to build me and teach me that one with God is majority and one with the flesh is a minus minority.
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Episode 6.
My freedom was close. Or should I say I perceived or hoped my freedom was close.
After that night prayers, I just knew God is going to do something. I had my doubts as to whether God heard or not but within something was brewing. God still answers prayers.
I went to school just like any other day and we were together again. Hands locked in, walking towards the gate with the boldness that have been developed overtime. Somehow, I was having my thoughts. 'come on, are you not the person who prayed last night? What are you doing?' Those words were loud in my head you know but trust me, when one is in a well, he surely needs a help because he can't help himself. That was ny case. I was helpless. I couldn't save myself. As I delved into my thoughts something happened. Something that changed my course forever.
Someone saw me.
Someone I never thought would see me eventually saw me.
Shec recognised me. She knew I was the one. For crying out loud, all the teachers have left for home. Why was she still in school?? Truly school closed by 12 that day. Fellowship finished by 2 and it was after 4 so what was she doing??
Hmmmm it wqs not what she was doing but what God was doing. He wanted to deliver us again as only him can.
She screamed my name and in shame I unlocked my fingers from hers and began walking back towards the staff room. I got there and she looked at me and said "is this whqt we have been teaching you"?. I forgot to mention. She's a teacher at school and a pastor's wife at home. A senior pastors wife at that so I knew my case was settled already. I began counting. I was in the choir, I was an orchestra member, I was almost a choir leader hmmmmm the worst has come o but after those words, I felt rather peaceful and comfortable for the first time in months. Something rushed through my mind. "What if God just delivered you by delaying this woman to be in school till now. I just resolved to follow on. I said under my breath "Let your will be done Lord"
Friends, I was disgraced at church, disciplined, excommunicated out from the choir fir some months. I was helped. I sent her a message, I'm sorry but I don't want you to go to hell because of me and I won't want to go to hell because of you. She was furious. I expected it but that day marked the end of my struggles. We all had peace. We all had joy. It was in that period I got baptised in the Holy Ghost. I resumed back to school a revivalist. Fire was everywhere. My excos got it too. Many got converted and baptised in the Holy Ghost through me. Indeed, I found hope. I never knew Satan was playing with a revival fire that was meant for my generation. God was also using it to help me. He used the situation to build me and teach me that one with God is majority and one with the flesh is a minus minority.
Are you enjoying my story??? Feel free to comment let me know you are following me.
Comment joor. Stop reading with that kind of seriousness.
It is more blessed to give your comments than to.........
I am blessed, praise God for your deliverance
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